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Was at Yifat's for 2 days. Was GREAT! We went out on both nights, the first I got kinda drunk, the second- I learnt from the last one to not mix alcohol (it seems like we never really learn, right?) couldn't get much sleep the first night coz of the nausea... lol... We went to the uni's pool yeasterday (the nice lady let me in for free, from the back gate - coz there's no way to get in unless you buy a 5 entrance ticket for 200 nis) after that we went for indian food- in a really cheap great little restaurent, where you sit on cushions outside, and there's only vegetarian food. On the way south to Yifat, I met a person about my car. I still have my car- do the math. It's really hard to sell my car because it was a rental before. I hate lying to people's faces. I'm no saint, but now i know there are a few things wrong with it- and I can't stand in front of a person- and try to sell him or her a "damaged" car. It's not on such bad shape- I must say- but well... it's not perfect... Dahhhh!!! it's a used car!!! It seems like everyone here is trying to get a perfect car, for really cheap. Stupid people.
Today I left, and started driving to the north. Stopped at my dad's for a short visit- saw my lil bros, had some fun with them. Then headed home. I miss having my own place, but here it does feel more like home than anywhere else right now...
I must admit that I CAN'T wait for my flight. It's in exatly 3 weeks. Still have to get back to this one Chinese uni in Shanghai- the only one that said- "OK - you can sign up- if you're willing to catch up on the program yourself" (I'm gonna get there 2 weeks after the semester starts). It's not gonna be easy- but I'll start going over my Chinese books tomorrow.
Gonna go to sleep soon- after I'll have some quality time with myself...

Going away

I'm goin away for 2-3 days, to visit Yifat, in Beer Sheva. I really need this break from here- at my moms... It's been an educating experience... I've learnt that a 26 year old CAN'T live with a 50 year old. I've learnt that I LOVE LIVING ALONE. I've learnt that I'm just not myself anymore- coz I really don't spend so much time with myself in my own environment anymore. I wonder how it'll be when I'll live with Rob. I mean- I obviously feel a lot more like myself around him than around my mom- he doesn't try to shove food into my mouth. He doesn't ask me a milion questions a minute. He doesn't listen to my phone conversations (well to be fair- he doesn't understand them... they're in Hebrew...) but he doesn't. I must admit- my mom is really one of the nicest people i know, and one of the most interesting people i know. But living with her... being with her for hours every day (I have absolutely nothing to do except for the gym... how sad)... That's practicaly impossible...

So- I'm going away for a few days, just to be myself again. Go out, go to the pool, be with my friend. Be me.