Sunday, September 03, 2006

Going away

I'm goin away for 2-3 days, to visit Yifat, in Beer Sheva. I really need this break from here- at my moms... It's been an educating experience... I've learnt that a 26 year old CAN'T live with a 50 year old. I've learnt that I LOVE LIVING ALONE. I've learnt that I'm just not myself anymore- coz I really don't spend so much time with myself in my own environment anymore. I wonder how it'll be when I'll live with Rob. I mean- I obviously feel a lot more like myself around him than around my mom- he doesn't try to shove food into my mouth. He doesn't ask me a milion questions a minute. He doesn't listen to my phone conversations (well to be fair- he doesn't understand them... they're in Hebrew...) but he doesn't. I must admit- my mom is really one of the nicest people i know, and one of the most interesting people i know. But living with her... being with her for hours every day (I have absolutely nothing to do except for the gym... how sad)... That's practicaly impossible...

So- I'm going away for a few days, just to be myself again. Go out, go to the pool, be with my friend. Be me.

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