Happiness is a warm gun

I guess that I thought about the word "happiness" coz I don't really feel so happy now. Then the first song that came into my mind was this one.

It's funny. I wrote the last post about work in Germany and in Israel, coz I've started questioning my work place. Our conditions there keep getting worse. It happens very very slowly, so I can't really say that it's all so bad. But if you compare it to what it was about a year ago, and to other jobs, it's not that great.
I don't really want to go into details about it here, but I just wanted to write that my job is a bit annoying at the moment, and that I wish I had the language to just say "fuck it!" and go look for a new one. In today's situation, I can't do it. Not yet. First I need to realize where we're going to live in the next few years, what I want to do with my life and so on. Till then, I'm kinda stuck in this job.
It makes me a bit miserable, but I guess that I'll just have to cope... Maybe starting to study again now will help. I sure hope so.
So... till then, enjoy the Beatles. I'm home, trying to not let the strong winds banging on our crappy windows bother me. And that wasn't just a metaphor.
Have a nice weekend everyone, I'll be working tomorrow :-(