Have you ever been in your own house,
but really wanted to go home?
I'm not in a down period- so relax, that's not what I'm trying to say. But even though I feel quite ok about myself right now, and where I am (wouldn't want to be anywhere else) I still find myself sometimes feeling that I wanna go home.
And there the problem starts.
Coz where is home? what is home?
I even find myself thinking that when I'm home. I mean in my own apartment (which I love). I sit at home and want to go home. It's a very weird feeling coz I can't fix this feeling. What am I suppose to do? Where am I suppose to go?
Just wanted to share that one with you guys.
3 comments:
Tell me about it...
I know exactly how it feels. But mostly it feels that home is in Kenya with my parents & Kitty. Sometimes it feels like i havent found it yet.
Complicated.
But I feel it will be sorted out soon.
I'm sure we talked about it before :)
I feel at home easily, and have at least three homes, and in all of them I feel at home and in all of them I miss my other homes. Sometimes I can feel unbearably homesick when I try to get lunch in the town I volunteer. Hungry, and realy realy homesick. I think I'm trying to say that home could mean so many things.
I think that maybe us nomads need years in the same house, in the same country, in the same town, village, neighborhood, to remember again how it is to realy realy feel at home....
Hey!!!
Thanks you both for the comments, it's always nice to see that I'm not alone with this feeling...
For me usually home is where my things are, where I spend most of my time and where the people I love are. Just that the people I love are all over the place :-P
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