(The answer to the last post's question is: Yes. It is.)

Well- If you have read my last post- you know that I can't see my blog. Fortunately, Knock on wood (I'm still Jewish- can't stop the habit) I can still write new posts. If that ever changes- I promise I'll do my best to write new posts and publish them somehow here.
After being personally affected by the policy of this country- negatively may I say- I must admit that even though I'm happy with my life here as it is- being a student, having blue skies a few days a week (that's gonna end in about a week or two...) living with Rob and so on, even though I'm happy here- I can't not think about all the ppl here that don't know what they're missing. I'm not sure that they should know what they're missing- coz I seriously believe that here- it will just bring to chaos. After living here for a short time, adding the 6 months I spent here 2 years ago- I must admit- that for the Chinese ppl- this may be the ideal solution. But how far should this go??? I obviously dislike being affected by it- especially coz I AM NOT CHINESE. And I do know what's behind that big wall, and I do know other things- And: I do have my own ideas, my own thoughts and judgments. Therefore- I really don't appreciate being censored like this. I don't care if the Chinese ppl can't read this blog. It's not for them specifically. Its for me, and for whoever is interested in my life. I really respect the government here- otherwise I really couldn't have lived here for a while. Maybe not even travel. But they have to decide- either they close all their doors to the outside world- or they open them in this way that ppl like me - from the outside world- don't feel entrapped in their decisions. I'm usually not the type of person who sees it all in black or white, but the gray area here- is really hard to see through.
I hope this blocking of my blog's website will be over soon, as I understood- it had been blocked until a year ago- then they unblocked it. I seriously thought they are making good changes- but maybe I was too naive, or maybe (and most probably) I just still haven't figured them out.